Sometimes

I feel like a piece of meat on sale.
You honestly don't know how shitty I feel at the end of the day, when the boyfriend's so indifferent about everything.

Indifference.

Yeah? That'd be fucking nice if it were over something that didn't matter to me.

My head hurts. I haven't been eating well lately. I'm stressed out over things at home. I don't know.
fuck this. I just want to sit at my piano and play until someone notices how sad I am.

Fucking sad. Fucking disappointed. Fucking irritated.

Just everything.

I feel like I'm spiraling down into a dimension of bullshit.

I hate this feeling.